I was wrong, you are the same

I was wrong, you are the same

THE SAME

Your selfishness

Your self centered

When can I end all these?

Why can't I just let go?

What makes me hold on it?

why am I doing all these?

too many words

You said too many words

I can't absorb all

Don't be long winded

My mind exhausted

Straight to the point

and tell me what you want

Even you with good intention

what you done took too much of my time

i just want to go back

a place where i can be alone

your words just

too many

no need keep repeating

you like to talk

but i don't like to hear

you pay

i work

that's it

don't have to brain wash me

i am just too tired

i told you that i am not sure

and i guess you are not sure too

am i too capable

you said the previous job scope you wanted me to do is just too small

but why you didn't tell me when you plan to change it

you all are the same

no different

no point telling you so many things

all will be the same

life

nightmare follows one another

mean im stressed out?

mean im totally exhausted?

i only want a simple life

after all the chaos in my life

i only want a simple life

a job with income to pay back my debt and my car loan

a job to support my life

a life as simple as ABC

msn

two msn chats. One no respond. One worries about me. One doesn't care. One warms my heart. In this late night, I know why I am here. And while I feel being abandon there is an angel who warm my heart. Care and being cared, can I choose the latter?

Disappointed

why i still online at this hour

after a long day of work

after 15 hours of work

am i not tired

and i was abandoned at the side

i dont care whatever reasons you gave

i just cant accept

whatever

leave me alone!

I have enough of this!

because of love

because of love

he was forgiven after he bit mum for the first time

because of love

he was forgiven after he bit me for the first time

because of love

he was forgiven after he bit brother for the first time

But

Did he learn his lesson?

We still love him

but what if there is a day we have no choice but have to let him go?

because he keeps hurting us

What should we do?

Just like me and you

Do you know how many times I doubted?

Do you know how many times I tried finding reason to find a way out for you?

But what kind of situation I have caused myself into?

I'm so tired.

I don't mind going extra mile.

I don't mind being used.

but the bites are painful.

and expensive beyond my ability to bear.

Chances have been given

Trust have been channeled

Done.

Vampire Bites

Tears flowed down as the bites were made

He looked good in a way, not as good as twilight though

Two bites were made and returned nothing

He called upon his senior

Another two bites were made

Tears flowed down again

I was not kind of person who can take a lot pain

And they told no much pain but sour and discomfort

Yes, not much pain!

You let me poke you and see if you can still tell me not much pain

heart was sorrowful

neck was painful

yet i was still all alone

i can only pray, and pray and pray

When I was alone at the corridor

I tried so hard to get phone reception

I tried to get someone and hoping for some care

And I couldn't

I looked at the number and mine was getting closer

And I got more scared

Can I ask, is being scared equal to not trusting God?

I really wonder, and wondered.

I know He will take care of me

I was just too worried how would it be when the needle poked

I just needed someone to talk to and not list of Scriptures

Sorry if I got to a wrong person

The inbox was empty. Were you there?

I did not demand you to be there all the time

But you were not there at that critical moment

And it become pointless when you asked afterward

Sorry if I am too demanding

Cried because of pain

more because of worry

even more because of I was alone there

and I asked why must I go through this

why