Vampire Bites

Tears flowed down as the bites were made

He looked good in a way, not as good as twilight though

Two bites were made and returned nothing

He called upon his senior

Another two bites were made

Tears flowed down again

I was not kind of person who can take a lot pain

And they told no much pain but sour and discomfort

Yes, not much pain!

You let me poke you and see if you can still tell me not much pain

heart was sorrowful

neck was painful

yet i was still all alone

i can only pray, and pray and pray

When I was alone at the corridor

I tried so hard to get phone reception

I tried to get someone and hoping for some care

And I couldn't

I looked at the number and mine was getting closer

And I got more scared

Can I ask, is being scared equal to not trusting God?

I really wonder, and wondered.

I know He will take care of me

I was just too worried how would it be when the needle poked

I just needed someone to talk to and not list of Scriptures

Sorry if I got to a wrong person

The inbox was empty. Were you there?

I did not demand you to be there all the time

But you were not there at that critical moment

And it become pointless when you asked afterward

Sorry if I am too demanding

Cried because of pain

more because of worry

even more because of I was alone there

and I asked why must I go through this

why